takut

assalamualaikum semua...... *wink wink*

ihi...

sihat?

alhamdulillah....

bagus.... bagi yg tak sihat, bawak2 ler jaga kesihatan tu ye...

:)

kalau bukan untuk diri sendiri, untuk yang tersayang...

berbalik pada tajuk...

takut... ape yang aku takut sangat?

well, aku takut pada psm...

nervous most probably...

bukan takut...

well, the time getting lesser, and there is more and more to do..

man! im scared! im afraid that i'm not there yet... :"(

okey....

but. tu bukan lah yang aku paling takut sebenar nye...

aku sebenar nye takut pada hati aku....

aku takut kalau hati aku tak mampu bertahan...

aku takut kalau hati aku lemah..

aku takut hati ni rebah longlai satu saat nanti...

sebenarnya...

aku takut hati aku terluka...

aku selalu biar kan apa yang aku rasa...

pendam semua sayang, cinta yang membuak...

tapi sampai bila?

aku pun tak pasti....

yang pasti, setiap kali aku ada rasa tu, 

mesti tak berbalas...

mungkin sebab tu aku terus dan terus pendam,...

ouch! sakit! :\

okeyh!

tadi baca sha punye blog...

wow! sha punye dah matang kan... kekekkeke...

aku? bile lagi? hurm...

tibe2 kata kata hilang....

korang layan lah lagu darling aku ni...

i love u today, 

i love u more tomorrow,

i love u so much more day after day....

it'll never lessen n it keeps growing in my heart...

it feels like its gonna blow up! 

i miss u, i love u, 

from,

ur lover, ur friend....

giving up

Friend,

My heart full of hates and grudge….

Im full of nonsense…

Im a fool about my self…

Im blind in my own life….

My life simply imperfect…

I’m simply a loser….

I lose my love

I lose my life

I lose my happiness

I lose my mind

I have bunch of haters in my phone book

And simply I feel glad to know they hate me….

Life is simply simple for me

But my stupidity make it too complicated that I can’t even tie a shoe

I choose to be alone

I choose to be hurt

I choose to be called a loser

I choose to be punished

I choose to be bullied

And all that anger I have just for one

For me and no others…

Friend

Being me is like being a black sheep of the community of earth

Being me is being a bullshit

Being me is a punishment

And being me makes you an unlucky kid

So

Friend

Don’t you ever be me

Don’t you ever have my heart

My heart is black

My heart is full of f**cking grudge

Friend

Stay away from me

Or I’ll make you suffer like me

Friend

This is the end

A I shall gone by now

When sunset is my day

And sunrise is my night

When the coffin is my bed

And the grave is my home

Im sorry

I will fly tonight and be the one human are supposedly avoid

I shall be the vampire that shall enter the hell

The sun is rising

And I shall go now…

Goodnight and goodbye

Specially for you friend, family and love one.