Wednesday, June 4

post kelaut

malam...
lewat malam...
kau...
entah kenapa, kau muncul lagi...
mungkin hanya bayangan...
namun setiap kenangan membunuh....
tiap kenangan kita terus memburuku...
aku kalah... kalah pada hati...
setelah kau... hati ini bagai tak mengerti...
apa tu cinta? permainan? atau rasa hati yang berlandas nafsu?
setelah kau....
aku bagaikan terawang awang...
hilang segala cinta...
kehilangan kau bagaikan kehilangan semangat buat ku...
adakah keputusn ku salah?
apa jika aku terus berdegil bersama mu aku bahagia?


Thursday, May 15

stranger

start as strangers...
begins to laugh at each other...
gets along really well....
support each other like known for ages...
missing each other like lovey dovey couple...
and we stays with each other like only death could do us apart...

but! hidden inside...
in your heart...
that wasn't love....
it was all lies and lust!
i hate every inch of ur insincerity...

deep deep inside...
i know how deep your fake loves hurt me...
i know how many damage u've gave my heart...
i know no matter what i still love u and waiting for u...

a note to you...
yes! today i was hurt by u...
but i hope u'll always be happy....
yes! u lied to me about love...
but i hope u'll always be loved sincerely by her...
cause one fine day....
u'll notice....

before her... i was the one who love u with all my heart...