Wednesday, September 12

giving up


Friend,
My heart full of hates and grudge….
Im full of nonsense…
Im a fool about my self…
Im blind in my own life….
My life simply imperfect…
I’m simply a loser….
I lose my love
I lose my life
I lose my happiness
I lose my mind
I have bunch of haters in my phone book
And simply I feel glad to know they hate me….
Life is simply simple for me
But my stupidity make it too complicated that I can’t even tie a shoe
I choose to be alone
I choose to be hurt
I choose to be called a loser
I choose to be punished
I choose to be bullied
And all that anger I have just for one
For me and no others…
Friend
Being me is like being a black sheep of the community of earth
Being me is being a bullshit
Being me is a punishment
And being me makes you an unlucky kid
So
Friend
Don’t you ever be me
Don’t you ever have my heart
My heart is black
My heart is full of f**cking grudge
Friend
Stay away from me
Or I’ll make you suffer like me
Friend
This is the end
A I shall gone by now
When sunset is my day
And sunrise is my night
When the coffin is my bed
And the grave is my home
Im sorry
I will fly tonight and be the one human are supposedly avoid
I shall be the vampire that shall enter the hell
The sun is rising
And I shall go now…
Goodnight and goodbye
Specially for you friend, family and love one.